Dear Lepat 🌹
“Yes Indeed let me start my conversation with words of ‘Assalamualaikum as just always I want it , So may Peace be with you too and as how you have planned, I hope your travel to Nijmegen Holland will go smooth and safe..”
Lepat, I am still in 12305 Fifth Helena Dr. Brentwood, Los Angeles. California, time is 3:41 in the morning, just done my long-long walk in Holy Bible.. Oh yes speaking about Holy Books, I was told this morning the Holy Qur'an that you sent has arrived at The Lexington Hotel.., when I return there I will give full concentration to it, by the way millions of Thanks hey and I really appreciate it!,
Anyway Pat, kenapakah banyak sangat cerita dalam Holy book terlalu aneh dan bila I renungi, it very often means the opposite. Sedangkan not a single one of us wishes really for failure.,, but what I see in me, I am kind of losing 90 percent.., Ah! To be honest for you Pat, Secretly I’ve done so much shit, Fill other people needs, while I am totally dry, empty inside..,
I find very diffilcult to confess it, words seems out of season! And the soil inordinately hard!, Seems every splits minute there is battle discouragement. I just don’t know why I have to feel this all. Why all seems so not real, Why I cannot feel fall inside me.. , I really want to know Who am I?, ‘What kind of real me?’, and what is there, out there.. I can see I be able to get it all, tetapi kenapa dengan perasaan I?, I feel ada saja yang belum menepati dengan apa yang I inginkan, ‘Alam Kerohanian’, indeed spiritual side.., Maybe this is all about,.. Benar kata You Lepat, ‘Semakin tinggi kita pergi, maka kita makin bersendiri dan akan semakinlah sepi perasaan di hati..’ benar Lepat, My Soul is crying.
I find very diffilcult to confess it, words seems out of season! And the soil inordinately hard!, Seems every splits minute there is battle discouragement. I just don’t know why I have to feel this all. Why all seems so not real, Why I cannot feel fall inside me.. , I really want to know Who am I?, ‘What kind of real me?’, and what is there, out there.. I can see I be able to get it all, tetapi kenapa dengan perasaan I?, I feel ada saja yang belum menepati dengan apa yang I inginkan, ‘Alam Kerohanian’, indeed spiritual side.., Maybe this is all about,.. Benar kata You Lepat, ‘Semakin tinggi kita pergi, maka kita makin bersendiri dan akan semakinlah sepi perasaan di hati..’ benar Lepat, My Soul is crying.
and about this Holy Book, I baca, I baca dan I baca, tetapi semuanya mainan kata-kata dan tiada secucuk dengan apa yang sedang I alami..
“it is perfectly normal for humans to prefer success to failure. You’d be a weirdo if you didn’t. And yet it is perfectly normal for humans to taint all their successes with the swelling of their big fat heads. You’d be a weirdo if you didn’t. And so we remember the Holy Spirit, the sovereign breath of God Himself in whom we live and move and have our being - Acts 17:28, without whom we could not receive one single stinking thing - John 3:27. It is the Spirit who directs our paths while we’re making our big plans - Proverbs 16:9. and hijacks our mission statements James 4:13-15. Oh, we can produce some very exciting enterprises, we can get a lot of stuff done if we’ll just have that can-do attitude and take-charge spirit and gung-ho personality and yada yada yada. That Babel tower was pretty tall too. Don’t run ahead of the Lord God. You may find yourself in the midst of a great, booming success and therefore very, very vulnerable.
“And the dirty little secret is that you don’t really need it. If God wants you to have it, that’s great. But you don’t need “more” to be satisfied in God, to be fully justified by Christ, to be fully filled by the Spirit. God does not measure success the way we do. So whether you are struggling or succeeding, the best position to take is always that of prayer so that you know how to have little and how to have a lot, how to do “all things” through Christ, not know-how. Only Christ is inexhaustible. And the dirty little secret is that you don’t really need it.
If God wants you to have it, that’s great. But you don’t need “more” to be satisfied in God to be fully justified by Christ, to as be fully filled by the Spirit. God does not measure success the way we do. So whether you are struggling or succeeding, the best position to take is always that of prayer so that you know how to have little and how to have a lot, how to do “ all things” through Christ not know-how. Only Christ is inexhaustible.”
Oh Gosh! What the hell was it!? I just can’t get myself understood with it!, Pat I need you to translate the clear meaning of this verse, I'm sure you know how to illuminate this verse more clearly... Ok What did Quran say? please..
Anyway Pat, I really need a deep long sleep now.. Ok ey, I’ll talk to you later ya .. Taaa XX!
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